午餐

很多人很喜欢吃三文鱼，其实我并没有特别喜爱。可能是读了infectious diseases 过后，很多心理作用。。。所以我吃寿司，很少吃三文鱼的。
今天grocery shopping,我买了一片三文鱼，不打算生吃，所以煎来吃。。。。。味道还不错。至少撇除了那parasite的心理作用吧！
人生，很多东西都要试试看，才知道自己喜不喜欢。

知道很多人说俄罗斯的鱼子酱是很出名的。其实我不懂鱼子酱是怎么样子的，也没吃过，孤陋寡闻。今天我特地看了看。。。我猜那一罐罐的应该是鱼子酱。要拿起来的时候，我迟疑了一会。。。。。把手放下，没买。突然起了一颗怜悯之心。。。。。。还是不吃了。

珍惜

很珍惜每个和我庆生的朋友，无论是之前还是之后，感恩！

生命中，总有一些人，会记得你，这是值得珍惜的。

人越来越长大，就会越珍惜与身边的人共聚的时刻。

生日

生日过了，收到的生日礼物我都很喜欢。谢谢！我发现原来世界还是很大，天空还是很辽阔。 我觉得人真的是在生活的点点滴滴学习。。。很多东西，书本网上是学不到的，就算你知道，但是也未必能够做到，只有当你真正遇见了，经历了，你才可以真正了解，真正的领悟。 我很喜欢一则小故事，说到，杯里的烧水很烫，你拿起杯，痛了，你自然就会放手。。。。 一些事情会让你改变。我不知道这会是好的，还是不好的改变。但是至少我学习到一些。执着的我，学会了人生一门很重要的学问「放下」。 每次和妈妈通电话，她都会告诉我，学会放下是很重要的。 开始恢复写部落格，可能是因为躺在床上，可以很舒服的用ipad写的关系吧！但是我要表达或和我所写的东西较几年前比起来已经不同了。。。看回以前自己写的东西，感觉好幼稚！facebook太公开了，不适合写太多，所以渐渐把一些想法藏在心中，沉淀。

2月15日 细雪

最近

Tractonizavot Ryon

最近几乎都很忙，一味忙着考试上课，考试上课。。放学后，还得跑到另一个ryon去做ambulance service.可以说是蛮累的。

前共产党主义遗留下来的色彩。这里的建筑物几乎都一模一样。马克思主义！

我想我在俄罗斯最常见到的就是аптека( Pharmacy). 没什么特别，只是纯粹想照照相。 现在春天了，只不过是感觉今年的春天实在是蛮冷的。时而风来，时而雨！再过两星期就是夏天了，也是考试，回家的时候。

很喜欢吃cheese cake，所以就买了一个。我是cheese lover。呵呵！特喜欢和喜欢cheese的人分享。这是宿舍一位马来男生卖的，250ruble 一个。每个朋友吃了都说好吃，证明他真的很会弄哦！哈哈！

最近收到蛮多礼物的。都很喜欢！这是一个俄罗斯朋友到kalmikia时给我买的。哪里是kalmikia 呢？这是一个佛教国（藏传的），离Volgograd (伏尔加格勒）大约6小时的车程吧！很遗憾，我已经错过两次到Kalmikia的机会了，因为3rd year实在太忙了，真的希望将来有机会踏入这个唯一在欧洲的佛教国．

很可爱，对吧！呵呵．．可能这是他们在那边的生活写照．

这是我的Apple IpodTouch 2nd Generation．科技造福人类，可以install很多 medical books 在里面，其中包括　Harrison's practice, Nettler atlas．．多方便！

我坐在marshrut上，望过去的是 Volga River （伏尔加河）。这是一条很出名的河！如果没记错，应该是欧洲最长的河。

我希望有一天可以走在结了冰的伏尔加河上。可惜今年的冬天，伏尔加河并没有结冰。也许每一年的冬天自己都在忙，忙得只能瞭望这条冰冷的河。

Vitamin C

Vitamin C Effervescent Tablets - cold and flu defence. Effervescent tablet is good for absorption and rarely cause gastrointestinal discomfort compared to traditional tablets.

Today my groupmates were discussing about some articles published in a blog. It's actually kinda sad to hear about that. 

What kind of doctors are produced? I think it depends on the attitude of the student himself towards learning. We should not “一竹竿打翻整船人”. Some they dont really study, but there are some who really put effort on it. 

Studying properly , because we wana be a responsible doctor in future ! That's all what i can say after listening to so much hearsays.

There's always a road in front. 

Degree for cooking。。lolz

又是自创的！
我不是特喜欢烹饪的，不过有时候，也需要慰劳一下自己。
吃俄罗斯的马铃薯和面包，吃到腻了。。。

前几天，我和组员们都打趣的说，在俄罗斯念书。。。我们应该是拿Double-degree的。。另一个degree 是degree for cooking...lolz....

不过接下来应该又会很忙了。。。又要开始粗茶淡饭了。。。

Dinner

My Dinner---卖相"麻麻地"only.....not very tasty but edible lo...hehe.I dont know how to call this kind of fish in English or Chinese cos i have never seen it before in Malaysia, but in Russian,it's called моркой язык( morskou yazik ) . I used to steam it,but today wana try another way of cooking.

I am really get bored with porridge dy. I have been eating porridge every day since last 2 weeks perhaps i am not feeling well plus, i am really busy with studies...especially with Therapy concluding test, Pharmacology and Operative surgery.

So today is Saturday night, just wana make a difference!

Acute Bronchitis

These 2 weeks, I have been suffering from acute bronchitis.
Just normal coughing, I have to do X-ray and blood test. I guess such procedures occur only in Russia. The doctor prescribed me antibiotic( Clarythromycin-which is for respiratory tract diseases). Oh, and i am really suffering from the adverse effects of this drug like what we have studied in Pharmacology. Those medicines are too costly. Guess how much i have spent just to buy the drugs for coughing? It's more than 2000ruble( roughly RM250)...Perhaps those drugs are imported from Italy,Sloviles,Hungary(European Countries), that's why so expensive! But nvm, hopefully can claim the money back from JPA.

大雪

走去学校的一路上。
厚厚的雪，踏在脚下。冷冷的风，吹在脸上。
这是我在这片陌生的土地的第3个冬天了。
我并没有特别喜欢冬天。
雪可以很美，也可以很脏。
原来任何的人，事，与物，都可以是很相对的。
只是待你怎样去看而已。

Space & Time

不同的时间。。不同的地点。。不同的心境。。一样的人物。
What is Space? What is time ? Space is 3 dimensional...Space can be filled with experience...Time is linear, 1 dimensional....We can go back to the space, but we cant go back to the time. Eg, a musical concert was held in Royal Albert Hall,London ,1969....now is 2009, we can still go back to Royal Albert Hall, but we could no longer go back to 1969. Philosophy of Space & Time.

If there is a choice...

If there is a choice,
I hope to be in the classroom, to be with my groupmates always, i dont want to come back to the hostel,dont want to come back to the room....if there is a choice.

Suddenly i miss the time back in Secondary school...all my good friends.
I cherish those moment.

After coming out, things seem to be getting complicated, humans seem to be crueler too.

We tend to think on our own perspective of views, but never think about others'.

Anyway, i always believe:
To Know, To Will, and To Keep Silent

Silence doesnt mean that we are afraid or we're willing to be bullied.
Silence is wisdom....sometimes, rather than backstabbing!

2nd Semester!!!!

My 3rd year 2nd semester started ady.
3rd year is quite a busy academic year.
Next week gonna have Cardiovascular System Concluding Test for Therapy.Yet,our teacher is Dmitri Nikolafe, a cardiologist,really have to study properlylo..hehe...Yet i am just back from holiday......take time to adapt to it.

This was the pic we took with our Operative Surgery teacher,Yekaterina,the one wearing white winter coat.My whole group likes her so much....hehe....she is so pretty and she is a very good teacher,according to seniors la...During the 1st class she ady told us that Operative Surgery is a very tough subject and we will have test every week.......Oh....every Thursday, Pharmacology and Operative Surgery together....not an easy task oh...!~~~

Gonna update another part of the photos in England and Scotland after my Therapy Concluding.

24-11-08

已经很久没有收听马来西亚电台了。。。
最近，有这样的兴致，一边网上收听988或my fm，一边读一些比较轻松的科目。
大马现在已经午夜了，收音机（laptop 传来一首王力宏德kissgoodbye ，再来一首李克勤的“合久必婚”。。

那么的熟悉，那么的陌生；
那么的靠近，那么的遥远。

11.10.08

It has been a very hectic and busy week for me.
Path. Phys. concluding test,Pharmacology,Therapy,Microbiology,Path.Anat concluding test.
The coming and coming weeks will be as busy as this week too.
Well....but, i quite enjoy it.
I always think that, we need to go through busy life,only then we will enjoy the carefree moment to the fullest.

Last week i went to my Malay grpmates' open house.It was fun...enjoyable.
I love the food prepared by them.
And tomorrow, there will be another Raya Party for all Malaysian.
I m really looking towards it..hehe..

Winter is coming.
Everyone is planning for their holiday after the coming winter examinations.
So do I. I really hope to have a memorable holidays too.
Our uni's holiday is too short,only 2 weeks. Of course i cant afford to go back Malaysia just for the 2 weeks holidays la...haha.~

Last year all my JPA groupmates went to England for their winter trip. I didnt follow,perhaps it's because i would be the only Chinese if i followed them. But this year is will be a different story lo,because i will be going with my own gang of friends and this will be my 1st time planning a trip to Europe countries,like what my my grpmates always said...."Harap-harap jadilah"..hehe

Most students here will choose to go to Prague,Berlin,Italy or Paris for their holidays.But "tau-taulah", we are all students, that's why we cant afford a luxurious trip, only backpacking trip!!
It expands your life, esp,your view of life....your exposure to the outside world.

因为年轻，所以流浪；
因为流浪，所以年轻。

Recently

Recent life has been quite busy and hectic.

Especially on Friday when Therapy and Pharmacology come together. Well, though those subjects are heavy,but i like them. Interesting! I am actually quite glad that we got Dmitri Nikolaef for our Therapy since he is such a prominent cardiologist and had previously taught in the university in United States of America. We really learn ,during therapy lesson.

23/9/2008

A tiring day.Pat.Phys ended at 6pm.
Autumn now, that's why everywhere is wet,raining always.
Only Mas and i came back to the hostel by mashrut.
The rest of my groupmates, all move out to apartment dy.

Cherish the moment when 7 of us(my groupmates), taking mashrut together,coming back together.

We came to Russia together with JPA officer(En.Ferros). Never ever forget the moment in KLIA,26 September 2006,an historic moment to me. The 1st time i took flight, the 1st time i saw such a huge plane Boeing 777, and together with the angkasawan(Dr Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor Sheikh Mustapha ), we flied to Frankfurt, Germany and took another flight,Lufthansa to Moscow. It was an eye-opener to me. It was a great experience to me. At that moment, i was really proud to be a government-sponsored student as everything is provided. And most importantly, everything is arranged properly to us.

We stayed in a 5 stars hotel, Korston Hotel in Moscow. 2 nights and it cost us USD500, i think this would be the most expensive hotel i had ever stayed in. That night, all students were served with delicious Russian food, watching some kinds of performances.It was luxurious. The casino was grand.The 1st time i entered a 5stars hotel Casino as we had to pass through the Casino to go to have our meals. The 1st meal when we reached Moscow. Every moment is vivid.

I recall back those memories, perhaps because today JPA will send another 6 students to Volgograd, Russia.

Time pass, we grow.

Autumn

Autumn...
Do you like autumn?
Autumn is my favourite season.

I don't like winter. That extreme coldness could pierce into my heart,deeply...deeply. Winter...so far and yet so close. Winter is hostile,to me. I would never want to recall back the 1st time in my life when i saw snow.Sweet memories may transform into evil one.

I dont really like summer too. Ya, perhaps we can wear sexily...but that extreme hotness seems to be unbearable. Never cherish when the blood vessels are dilating and sweat evaporates from the skin.

Spring? I once adoured especially when Tulips are everywhere in Center. So beautiful.
But Tulips was a history to me. Pinkish tulips...